Wednesday, May 21, 2008

well, we've got 3 more nights until we are back in our own house. it's both exciting and stressful. i'm stressing about a lot of things right now and i can definitely tell. last night i fell asleep at 8:30 with all my day clothes on in a bed that had no sheets (they were in the dryer) and slept until 8 this morning. the last time i did that i was in my first trimester! i'm just completely wasted. abigail has 4 teeth coming in at once. i am having medical procedures to figure out what the heck is wrong with me. and on top of that stuff we are packing and moving and dealing with my mom moving 12 hours away. it's a lot for me. and i think i'm internalizing a lot of it. i didn't really realize that until this very second that i sat down to start writing. and i'm sure all this is coming out as one big BLAH that makes no sense, but that's how it is in my head. i feel kinda lost at this point. i want to be settled in our house. hopefully once we get in there, things will settle down for me. we'll see....

2 comments:

Mommakitten said...

HONEY! I am so sorry! At least her teeth are coming in! The boys teeth are still chillin under the surface not even thinking about coming out. I am here if you need someone to talk to babe. Love you!

Luke & Erin said...

I agree - I think you'll feel better about things once you're settled. But there's not much consolation in the fact that your mom will be so far away....