today we had the memorial service at westview. i went because robert had to be there and i didn't feel like being home alone all day. so i took the opportunity to introduce abigail to her uncle brock.

well, we've got 3 more nights until we are back in our own house. it's both exciting and stressful. i'm stressing about a lot of things right now and i can definitely tell. last night i fell asleep at 8:30 with all my day clothes on in a bed that had no sheets (they were in the dryer) and slept until 8 this morning. the last time i did that i was in my first trimester! i'm just completely wasted. abigail has 4 teeth coming in at once. i am having medical procedures to figure out what the heck is wrong with me. and on top of that stuff we are packing and moving and dealing with my mom moving 12 hours away. it's a lot for me. and i think i'm internalizing a lot of it. i didn't really realize that until this very second that i sat down to start writing. and i'm sure all this is coming out as one big BLAH that makes no sense, but that's how it is in my head. i feel kinda lost at this point. i want to be settled in our house. hopefully once we get in there, things will settle down for me. we'll see....

it's been a crap weekend. huge HUGE changes going on that are happening all at once. mom's moving to dallas, we are having to move back into our house, abigail is 6 months old and is rolling over, we have to buy things for the house that will make it "baby safe" for abby, and about a bazillion other things.

i'm sure i could say a bunch of other stuff but for now i'll leave it all at that.

YAY FOR MANDA!!!!

GREEN BEANS!!
i made abigail green beans tonight and SHE LOVED THEM!! i don't cook - EVER! - so i am very excited that i made her food that she liked!! granted, it's pureed green beans. but still, this is a BIG deal for me!!! i think i'm gonna like making her babyfood!!!