wow. it's been a while. i don't even think i'm the same person i was when i posted last! so much has happened to me and so much about who i am has changed.

i have so much going on in my head and heart so much of the time now that it's hard to sort through. and nothing bad, really. it's all mostly good stuff! just life stuff that i'm learning and living through.

such as wanting to go get certified in breastfeeding counseling, childbirth education, and being a doula. such as being a mom of two beautiful children and what that means - to them and me. such as learning what the lord wants of me as a wife, mom, daughter, friend. learning how to live without some people and how to accept new ones.

i think about writing a lot but never have the time. or when i do have the time, i get a brain block and can't think of where to start!

but i guess this is a start!